November 4th, 2006
And My Mind's Beautifully Blank
Ayun. Nagbabasa ng mga post sa dating blog. Haha! Am pathetic. I sold my uniqueness for the wrong pair of shoes. Tsk. tsk. i don't think babalik yung dating ako a. Pero mukha naman sigurong babalik.
Fuck. Andame ko na palang namimiss na mga utaws. Shet. Nawala ako sa sirkulasyon. Ang Munds, taenang yan, mukhang nidelete na 'ko ng tuluyan sa buhay niya a. NOOOOO! Ang Veronika Decides To Die ko!! Ehe.
Wops. BLANGKO eber.
Ayun. Nagkaroon ako ng time para tumambay (lagi naman akong tambay di ba? lolz) kagabi kina Greg. Witwiw! Ayun. madame kame. Sina MVP, Heartfelt, Macoy, Hotdog, Itlog, Moana, Algian, Biboi, Rhina, Feldie, Aries, Yayang, Janno, at emfre ang Greg. Ehe. Ayun. Emperaning eber. Saya.
Nilamay ko yung "Tell Me Your Dreams" magdamag. Whoo. Saya. Sabe na nga ba't may MPD yung main character e. Tsk. Buti nga't dalawang alters lang yun. Now why am i suddenly interested in Psychology? Wahehe. Wla lang. kiber mo naman? Blog ko 'to, akin 'to, gets? Juraii. Ahaha!
my dreamy eyes they want to weep
to my weakness, i surrender
to dream and to love
all in vain
the raging wind tangles my hair
my oily face wrapped in morose
to my anger, i fled
to hope and to cherish
and be left after
boiling hate inside
crumbling defenses
silent and weak
enraged and pathetic
unpretty and unintellectual
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